Skenario Tuhan

mungkin gw jahat,, tapi sumpah, gw ga niat sama sekali ngelakuin itu. gw cuma ngejalanin skenario yang Tuhan bikin buat gw dan gw memilih alur cerita yang nyaman gw jalani. tanpa tau itu akan berujung manis atau pahit. jadi kita lihat saja, , , apakah akhir cerita ini....

Cry

masih terjebak dengan orang yang sama . . .
lagu ini bener2 nguatin banged,,
bahwa dy gag boleh tau,, klo sampe sekarang,,, masih ternangis-nangis di belakangnya . .. dy gag boleh tau . . .

Cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

just notes . . .

aku gatau pasti apa yang aku rasain ke kamu. yang aku tau, aku nyaman sama kamu dan aku seneng sharing semua yang aku rasain ke kamu. jujur, aku takut buat ngerubah apapun yang udah dijalani sekarang. jadi aku harap kamu ga menuntut perubahan apapun dari hubungan kita. biar terus begini adanya. klo pun nanti bakal berubah, biar itu terjadi alami sesuai prosesnya. biarkan rasa itu ada dengan sendirinya. aku harap kamu bersabar dan ngerti. itu akan bisa berubah dengan cepat, klo kamu bisa yakinin aku :)karena seperti yg kmu tau, aku ragu dan takut skrg .....